{"id":836,"date":"2015-09-28T16:25:52","date_gmt":"2015-09-28T21:25:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/skelmo.com\/?p=836"},"modified":"2015-09-28T16:25:52","modified_gmt":"2015-09-28T21:25:52","slug":"i-lacked-the-will","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/skelmo.com\/?p=836","title":{"rendered":"I lacked the will"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Well the race is over and as the subject suggests, I didn&#8217;t make it. \u00a0Lots of justifications went through my head for dropping, but the most honest one was that I wasn&#8217;t having fun.<\/p>\n<p>The morning was beautiful, the pic below shows\u00a0some of the Texas runners who came to the event. \u00a0Several had been here during the rain-out last year.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/skelmo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_2131.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-large wp-image-844 lazyload\" data-src=\"http:\/\/skelmo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_2131-1024x768.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2131\" width=\"625\" height=\"469\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/skelmo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_2131-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/skelmo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_2131-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/skelmo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_2131-624x468.jpg 624w\" data-sizes=\"(max-width: 625px) 100vw, 625px\" src=\"data:image\/svg+xml;base64,PHN2ZyB3aWR0aD0iMSIgaGVpZ2h0PSIxIiB4bWxucz0iaHR0cDovL3d3dy53My5vcmcvMjAwMC9zdmciPjwvc3ZnPg==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 625px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 625\/469;\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>The course had changed and while the new trail was nice, it added about a mile to the first aid station as it switch backed up the open hills. \u00a0I was behind where I wanted to be about 20 minutes after climbing out of pine canyon (view below)<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/skelmo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_2140.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-large wp-image-840 lazyload\" data-src=\"http:\/\/skelmo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_2140-1024x768.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2140\" width=\"625\" height=\"469\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/skelmo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_2140-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/skelmo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_2140-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/skelmo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_2140-624x468.jpg 624w\" data-sizes=\"(max-width: 625px) 100vw, 625px\" src=\"data:image\/svg+xml;base64,PHN2ZyB3aWR0aD0iMSIgaGVpZ2h0PSIxIiB4bWxucz0iaHR0cDovL3d3dy53My5vcmcvMjAwMC9zdmciPjwvc3ZnPg==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 625px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 625\/469;\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/skelmo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_2144.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-large wp-image-841 lazyload\" data-src=\"http:\/\/skelmo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_2144-1024x768.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2144\" width=\"625\" height=\"469\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/skelmo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_2144-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/skelmo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_2144-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/skelmo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_2144-624x468.jpg 624w\" data-sizes=\"(max-width: 625px) 100vw, 625px\" src=\"data:image\/svg+xml;base64,PHN2ZyB3aWR0aD0iMSIgaGVpZ2h0PSIxIiB4bWxucz0iaHR0cDovL3d3dy53My5vcmcvMjAwMC9zdmciPjwvc3ZnPg==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 625px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 625\/469;\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Once I left the aid station, the temperature started to rise and the running was becoming less fun. \u00a0It was another 6 miles before I hit the first downhill back to the bottom of the rim. \u00a0Compared to last year, the sky was beautiful, but I knew the 10 miles I had to go at the bottom of the hill was going to be hot.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/skelmo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_2149.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-large wp-image-842 lazyload\" data-src=\"http:\/\/skelmo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_2149-1024x768.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2149\" width=\"625\" height=\"469\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/skelmo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_2149-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/skelmo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_2149-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/skelmo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_2149-624x468.jpg 624w\" data-sizes=\"(max-width: 625px) 100vw, 625px\" src=\"data:image\/svg+xml;base64,PHN2ZyB3aWR0aD0iMSIgaGVpZ2h0PSIxIiB4bWxucz0iaHR0cDovL3d3dy53My5vcmcvMjAwMC9zdmciPjwvc3ZnPg==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 625px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 625\/469;\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Most of the stretch between the bottom aid station and Washington Park was done at a fast walk. \u00a0Even though the trail was a miserable muddy mess last year, the weather was cool so I did this stretch 40 minutes faster than this year. \u00a0My watch read 89 degrees as the sun beat off the rocks along side the rim. \u00a0I think the actual temperature was low 80&#8217;s but it felt like an oven.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/skelmo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_2152.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-large wp-image-843 lazyload\" data-src=\"http:\/\/skelmo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_2152-1024x768.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2152\" width=\"625\" height=\"469\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/skelmo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_2152-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/skelmo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_2152-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/skelmo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_2152-624x468.jpg 624w\" data-sizes=\"(max-width: 625px) 100vw, 625px\" src=\"data:image\/svg+xml;base64,PHN2ZyB3aWR0aD0iMSIgaGVpZ2h0PSIxIiB4bWxucz0iaHR0cDovL3d3dy53My5vcmcvMjAwMC9zdmciPjwvc3ZnPg==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 625px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 625\/469;\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Finally when I got to Washington Park, I sat in a chair and ate some fruit and tried to cool down. \u00a0I was about 100 minutes behind where I wanted to be. \u00a0When I left 20 minutes later, I started up the hill. \u00a0I kept thinking how miserable this was and that I&#8217;d have to make that same return trip along the bottom of the rim 24 hours from now and the weather was supposed to be warmer on Sunday. \u00a0Once I hit the base to the steepest part of the hill &#8211; I dunked my head in the creek, turned around and headed back down the hill. \u00a0I threw in the towel at 31 miles.<\/p>\n<p>I got a ride back to the start, had a beer with an English guy who also dropped, and met Tracy for dinner that night. \u00a0The following morning, we went to Denny&#8217;s only to see Olga and Larry. \u00a0Olga had dropped in the middle of the night. \u00a0We then went to the last aid station, before the finish and hiked the trail up and over the rim to the other side\u00a0(pic of Tracy below).<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/skelmo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_2155.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-large wp-image-838 lazyload\" data-src=\"http:\/\/skelmo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_2155-1024x768.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2155\" width=\"625\" height=\"469\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/skelmo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_2155-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/skelmo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_2155-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/skelmo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/IMG_2155-624x468.jpg 624w\" data-sizes=\"(max-width: 625px) 100vw, 625px\" src=\"data:image\/svg+xml;base64,PHN2ZyB3aWR0aD0iMSIgaGVpZ2h0PSIxIiB4bWxucz0iaHR0cDovL3d3dy53My5vcmcvMjAwMC9zdmciPjwvc3ZnPg==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 625px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 625\/469;\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>At the finish, we talked to the race director and it looks like only two of the nine from Texas were still on the course. \u00a0The others \u00a0had dropped through-out the night. \u00a0I hate not finishing what I started, but there is always next year. \u00a0I decided that I&#8217;ll run 50 miles at Cactus Rose in 2 weeks to make up for my shortage in miles.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Well the race is over and as the subject suggests, I didn&#8217;t make it. \u00a0Lots of justifications went through my head for dropping, but the most honest one was that I wasn&#8217;t having fun. 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